Ever lonely I'm awe struck by my lack of companionship
Every woman I ever holded leaves and abandons me

A seldom soul who's only wish is a love to grip
And hold when my heart's cold and my eyes’s wet

But my dreams soiled by myself I guess
Things I say and actions I perform 

send away the women I feel true attraction towards
They leave me high and dry but freezing cold

Heart torn in pieces stabbed by bloody thorns
The rose petals my only mementos besides the scars I adorn

And my beloved I adored abandons me like trash a used up whore
I'm either too honest or not honest enough

I don't know what to say or do my mind's always just muck
I try to get through to boo but they anger and give me up

I tell em its love not lust but they don't give a fuck
Because of my gender and her past she has no trust

I struggle in pain hoping one day she'll believe me once
And off that chance of a chance I can build our love

But that hope is a hope and I hope it's enough
Cuz the pain that I feel truly tears me up

Tears sting my face like lemonade in paper cuts
So bittersweet, I pray she doesn't give me up

Because the feeling I feel is a dream of love
But the way that she acts it's not mutual fuck

I try and I try but I fuck it up
And my mind says I should move on give her up

But my soul tells to chase her no matter what
I don't know what I'm doing but I know it's her I want

And again yes again I let myself fuck it up
I don't know what to do but that I can't give up

So I'll stay wishing she doesn't leave me dust